Jasmine *warning, personal

If  I had one last wish it would be to see you for one last time.   I miss you and it's just not the same with out you. Every time I see your picture and I wonder what it would be like if you were still here.  Would it be the same.?  We will never know. Grandpa everyone has been fighting a lot and not being acting the same even though you died over two years ago on march 3 , 2010. I remember the day like it was yesterday. I wish I could give  you one last hug ,and one last  kiss .  The day I left on sunday, I had a feeling that something bad would happen when I left and  something did, you had died. The nurse toke him off of his medicine that was keeping him alive. When she told them that he might die on that day they were prepared for that day, they didn't want it to happen but god was calling him and they had no last words.They checked up on him like every hour. People where sleeping upstairs to make she he was okay but , than my aunt had woke up to outside, but before she went outside  she wanted to see if he was awake ,but he wasn't.  I was at my dads in Waterloo and I went to ask my dad "why wasn't I going to school and he said we have bad news and i knew something was wrong because my brother Jordan never cry and he was in tears when he had told me. So , I was like whats happened and he said grandpa had passed away this morning and said no no no no why? why? why? . I knew he wasn't going to make it over the night. I wish he didn't have to go. Him and my grandma had always motivated me and told me it would be okay when I was down. I broke down in tears and I didn't know what to do I just went back in my room and cry and wondering why today ?. And we just broke down in tears and we didn't go to school that day. we went down to cedar rapids to see my family to make sure they were okay. And I will never forget that day. . R.I.P. Grandpa Yirkovsky.:( I love and miss you. and one day i will be able to see you day  . Love you <3 Everyone misses and loves you. and always will and you will always be remembered.

                          -Jasmine S